In between: transitions

Huge transitions in your life never go the way you think they will. Huge transitions are like tunnels you walk through in which, for a time, you are not quite you and your mind is not quite yours and your heart is definitely experiencing some serious reformatting. You can never predict any of this, and while you are in it, you can’t begin to understand it. I am in it. I am stuck in it. (from "The Exact Same Moon: Fifty Acres and a Family" by Jeanne Marie Laskas)